The last few months have been so hard. I sit and wonder if this is how it gets once you get older and take on more responsibility. I guess I am specifically refering to my job. I have been so lucky the last ten years in that I have loved every aspect of my job and never once had difficulty with my responsibilities.
Let me say that since things at work have changed a bit I have noticed my mood change, my stress level skyrocket and even have become more frusterated, disappointed and angry. Obviously these are not qualities one wants to possess. I believe the responsibilities of my work have brought on these feelings and negative thoughts.
I sat in my car today eating lunch thinking about how constant these negative and self defeating thoughts have taken over my demeanor. I am bombarded by it each day and frankly have let it take over me. As I sat there today eating my sandwich, listening to music from my i pod, I was reminded of a song that has I have been touched by many times before. The words are as follows:
When all is said and done
As the seasons slip away
When I've taken steps beyond my sight
Will I find my strength in greater light
Will my courage grow with every passing day
And will my faith be constant as the setting sun
When all is said and done
When all is said and done
And the years have turned to gold
Will my life become a legacy
Will the things that matter most to me
Will the fire of faith burn bright as I grow old
And will I want to be the person I've become
When all is said and done
When all is said and done
When my eyes can finally see
Will I glory in the sweet release
And will mercy fill my soul with peace
Will I kneel and wander at the Saviors feet
Will I hear him say "well done"
When he sees who I've become
Will I live with him
When all is said and done
It is very hard as the world is today not get caught up in its work ethic and all of the pressure that comes with it. At the end of each work day I try to leave all of difficulty and stress behind. I know that at home I have things waiting for me that matter the most. I know that I can be a happy, positive person that is not all consumed by her job. Most important, when all is said and done I know that I am a daughter of God who loves me and knows who I am.




Ok, let me start off by saying "WE LOVE STRING CHEESE!" Logan and I are consistently buying those huge bags of Frigo string cheese from Costco. We love it. I bet you think it is just a snack. Man are you wrong! Often times in the morning I will be rushing out the door knowing full well I have eaten no breakfast and won't be eating for the next five hours. But...I can open the refrigerator door and grab my trusty string cheese. Yum.
Now, in regards to the title of this post. Logan and I bought our first bag of string cheese a few months ago. When we got home we quickly opened the bag and helped ourselves. Of course, having had string cheese when I was younger, I know exactly what to do....peel it off piece by piece like a stringy hair, or licorice twists. Well as I was enjoying my first piece, Logan looks over and said "How is it?" Before I could answer, I saw him unwrap his cheese and take an UGLY CHOMPING BITE right through the log of cheese!! I couldn't believe my eyes!! What was he doing?!?! Its not called chomp cheese! Everybody knows that you don't just bite the cheese like you would a banana!!! The correct way is to gently peel each stringy piece off until it is gone. My mouth fell to the floor as I yelled "Logan!!! What are you doing?!?!?!?!!???" You should have seen his face! (I scared the crap out of him.) Anyway, I explained the right way to eat string cheese and to this day he still chomps on that cheese just to spite me. What a waste!



